So, I guess I kinda got what I wanted. It turns out I have urge incontinence and I told it to my mom. She's coming over friday. I'm 25 and the last time she changed my diaper was when i was 5. I don't know if she will try to change me or not and she says it's fine if i wet while she's in the room but I'm finding myself doing all the same things that I did when I was a kid. Trying to walk in a way that conceals my diaper, keeping distance from people so they don't know I'm wet. Going out of the room and hiding in the house so I can wet without getting caught. I'm really nervous.
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I also live with my dad, my younger sister, and my older cousin. I haven't been able to leave the house since I stopped trying to hold it anymore. It hurts too much to try. I just don't want everyone to know because it would turn me into a social outcast.