Hello, folks!
So, I'm a junior in college studying computer science, and right now I'm on break for the summer before heading back in the fall. I love my major, though - it really makes me think in a different way now that I've been at it for a couple of years, and the freedom programming offers let one tackle a problem in an endless number of ways, and finding one of those solutions is usually a really fun process - kinda like solving a puzzle in a way. Otherwise, though, I'm pretty much your typical broke, ramen-microwaving college student.
I've also been something of a closet ABDL for a while now, and coming to terms with that has been... a process to say the least. There are times when I do feel a little bit guilty about diaper-wearing. I've been blessed with a wonderful family, who have been nothing but loving and supportive as I've carried on through college, but I've done my damnedest to keep anything diaper-related secret and under wraps with them, and this is actually the first time I've ever confessed to liking to wear diapers to anyone, really. I've since made a lot of progress in accepting that aspect of myself, and the fact that it is probably going to be something that follows me for the rest of my life, but I still do have times where that guilt returns, just a little bit.
But, I figured it's about time that I muster up my courage and create an account here so that I can talk to people who feel the same way. I've been something of a long-time lurker, and I've ended up using quite a few of the guides in the guide section already. You people seem like very kind, down to earth folk, and I can't wait to start posting.
So, I'm a junior in college studying computer science, and right now I'm on break for the summer before heading back in the fall. I love my major, though - it really makes me think in a different way now that I've been at it for a couple of years, and the freedom programming offers let one tackle a problem in an endless number of ways, and finding one of those solutions is usually a really fun process - kinda like solving a puzzle in a way. Otherwise, though, I'm pretty much your typical broke, ramen-microwaving college student.
I've also been something of a closet ABDL for a while now, and coming to terms with that has been... a process to say the least. There are times when I do feel a little bit guilty about diaper-wearing. I've been blessed with a wonderful family, who have been nothing but loving and supportive as I've carried on through college, but I've done my damnedest to keep anything diaper-related secret and under wraps with them, and this is actually the first time I've ever confessed to liking to wear diapers to anyone, really. I've since made a lot of progress in accepting that aspect of myself, and the fact that it is probably going to be something that follows me for the rest of my life, but I still do have times where that guilt returns, just a little bit.
But, I figured it's about time that I muster up my courage and create an account here so that I can talk to people who feel the same way. I've been something of a long-time lurker, and I've ended up using quite a few of the guides in the guide section already. You people seem like very kind, down to earth folk, and I can't wait to start posting.