Oh no, it's me again
So for the last 3 or so days, every night, I've been trying to kill myself but I always chicken out at the last minute and it is really bugging me.
I can't help just hating everything and everyone around me.
I hate how everyone always has more confidence than me.
I hate how no other guys in my school care about their appearance and yet always look a million times better than me.
I hate how everyone is always smarter than me.
I hate how people always want to talk to each other but no-one ever wants to talk to me.
I literally feel sick when I look at myself in the mirror. I hate how my parents always rant about how they want me to be more open with them, but as soon as I start trying to, they just act like rejecting bastards.
Ahh these posts get more crazy as they go on. I know you guys probably have better things to do than deal with me but I'd appreciate some advice.