I guess would be the best place to post this.
Maybe this is just me being me, over thinking and worrying about things I shouldn't be.
Maybe its because of the recent events between my friends and I.
I seem to be thinking about all this a lot lately as I try to find my place and who I am.
So earlier today I got hungry, lunch time and all so I decide to make something.
I could have had a hamburger, chicken, pasta, a salad. I could have ordered takeout, gotten fast food, basically anything that would have resembled a normal, even if not healthy, meal an adult would eat.
But no, instead I made myself two sandwiches, a Peanut butter n jelly and a cream cheese n jelly, and some pears for desert. IDK, it just sorta happen and I wasn't thinking much about it till I was eating my pears when it hit me. That WTF?!? moment.
A PBnJ, glass of milk and a cup fruit. Something I've probably served to my nieces/nephews IDk how many times when they were growing up. So, ya, here I am eating a lunch better suited for a 10 yr old then an adult. Not to mention I didn't eat it sitting at a table, no, I ate it sitting on my couch "Indian style" ya I know, I'm old, lol, aimlessly watching TV while still in my fluffy pink PJ pants with pink n purple stars on them. (I got them in the Jrs section, don't judge me, lol).
Because "work from home" days = working in my Pajamas most times, lol. Like you wouldn't if you could.
So again, all these seemingly unconnected things once again have come crashing together to make me sit here and wonder WTF? and further question and doubt myself as if I'm not already getting enough of that from the people around me.
IDK, you tell me.