I hate my live. I really really do. There's no where I can go. No possible move I can make. I've been checkmated to live a life of crap and suffering. I get yelled at for things I have no hand in. Everything I try fails. I'm doomed to die unfullfilled and damaged. No one truly cares. Everyone lies, everyone cheats and there's no point in going any farther. I'm out of ideas for a possible future. There's nothing I can do. I've tried college and failed. I'm in pain every day from just eating. It causing me to get a migraine. I can't even get a better job, I work two weeks straight or to get by. What kind of life is that? No real time for fun, or enjoyment. I want to die inside so I don't feel hurt anymore. I've tried to get help, but no one has time for me. Not my mom. My dad hate me, and I can't seem to trust anyone. I'm tired of trying. I just want to stop now. I don't have anything left in me. I'm extremely stressed. I'm trying to make it go away, but nothing is working. It's only building. The thoughts keep coming to my head. What about the future? This question is haunting me. I don't have an answer.