I'm terrible at introductions but here goes anyway. Unfortunately diapers aren't just a choice for me, they're something I need. I'm a lifelong bedwetter, and thanks to that I've worn diapers at night for as long as I can remember.
When I was younger I really hated them, they were a symbol of all the anxiety I felt because of my bedwetting. As a teenager I hated them less and less and eventually began to appreciate the protection and security they gave me. There wasn't an Aha moment where my attitude suddenly changed, but I think if you're stuck with something for that long, even if you really dislike it, it's hard not to notice its good qualities.
I guess I would call myself a "reluctant ABDL"... I like diapers, but I don't like *needing* them if that makes sense. I wish wearing them was a choice instead of something I have to do. And there are still times when I wish I could forget about them completely!
The inspiration for my nickname is Mylene Farmer, who's a really talented French singer. She's definitely my favorite singer but I listen to a lot of other music too. I also like Shakira, Linkin Park, Rihanna... pretty much everything except country, which sucks because its really popular here haha.
Besides music I like computer games and I love to read. This probably sounds really dorky but I enjoy children's books. I just finished my sophomore year of college, and reading kids books helps me escape the stress and monotony of studying all the time. Well that's all I can think of, like I said I'm terrible with introductions but I hope this wasn't too bad!