Well, considering all the posts that have been made by my Hubby and myself over the last few days, I have to tell you all...
I HAD A GREAT TIME LAST NIGHT!
My hubby and I talked A LOT yesterday, and we talked about my regression, and we talked about how I'm binging, and how it's not healthy. So we compromised that I would have 2 regression days a week, where I can post on forums, RP and stuff during the day after I take care of my adult chores and stuff, look at babyfur art, and so on.
And we came to another agreement. That my hubby would play Daddy for me at night on those two days a week.
He said that as long as he knows that there will be set times and days for regressing and that he can look forward to spending the rest of the time with me as an adult, he feels a lot more able to cope with that.
And last night we gave it a trial run. We started off reading a comic that I like that is AB/DL, and got some ideas from there. I also realized, that there is definitely more of a turn on when my caretaker is my hubby.
After the comic, daddy gave me my paci and we watched Bubble Guppies together. Then he gave me a snack and some stickers to play with until bedtime, and he gave me my bottle and tucked me in.
I felt amazing. I regressed more last night than ever, and he even wants to go out and buy some diapers and supplies today for me, cuz today is my second (and last) regression day this week.
I just wanted to thank all of you for your kind words of support and all your help! This does mean that I won't be posting here or on my babyfur skype chats most days, but I think this compromise will work for both of us.