This is sort of a follow-up to my other Thread titled "Depression and Self Harm". One of the things that I didn't talk about much in that thread was my crazy and stupid sensitivity to criticism or anything that could possibly be somehow interpreted as criticism.
What am I even talking about so yeah one example of this would be that I can be in a perfectly good and happy mood in the morning, and anything (doesn't even have to be negative) such as someone telling me to move out of the way for instance can literally make me feel upset for the rest of the day.. Sometimes I get so upset with myself I start cutting my arm or sort of punching myself in the head.. oh yeah, and PANIC ATTACKS as well, did I mention that? Sometimes it's hard to breathe.. (Yah, I know what you're thinking, "ok, Milko's going crazy again..")
Oh yeah and something else is that I seem to be very susceptible to 'catching' other people's bad moods. Like, if I'm perfectly happy and if I even see another member of the family in a frustrated or upset mood then that makes me feel miserable. I always think that it's always my fault even when it has nothing to do with me.
Like, wtf? It literally happens like every day, sometimes a few times. yeah that's the end of this post. Share your thoughts below