Hey, Its me again. I fell I am doing well in my personal life, now because I fell I talked to my grandma and I got the whole truth out, She hasn't really mentioned it again but I've been doing good, emotionally since my last thread. Still There is one question that I have been wondering about. I know I'm straight and a male, at least I think I am, and I do like a lot of guys things, But for some reason I really want to act like a little girl and wear pink diapers for some reason. I even like the girly goodnights. Anyway, I don't feel the desire to change genders, except when I'm super stressed, and want to change reality using a fictional object. Although I'm not sure the exact terms for everything but I do need help in figuring this out, because I don't really know the terms for everything.