All of this started about five years ago for me.
I don't know exactly how or where I might fit in here because diapers became a necessity for me when I unexpected started wetting my bed at night which I still do today.
My doctor ruled out any physical reasons for this happening and that stress could be causing it.
TBH in the beginning diapers were no fun me, I dreaded them! LOL
My bedroom routine back then was put one on, get up to shut my light, see myself in the mirror, then start sobbing as I crawled into my bed crying myself to sleep most nights.
When I woke up, I immediately took it off. I didn't want to spend one second more in it then I had to.
Well things have a funny way of changing and suddenly weird became normal. LOL
As time went on I found myself growing accustomed to them, I got used to wearing them.
Putting one on just became a normal bedtime thing and as it got easier I found myself putting them on earlier and earlier and when I woke up leaving them on for longer.
Getting into my PJs, T-shirt, chemise, whatever for bed and a diaper then relaxing for a bit before bed started to be a thing again for me like it was before all this. And that in a strange odd way made me feel happy again, like I was once again my old self.
Over the years diapers became something that make me feel safe, secure, protected.
They became a comfort on those bad days helping me to coup and relax. I even started to like that crinkly sound, lol. Suddenly, putting one on during the day and curling up on the couch on a rainy or cold day reading or watching TV became a more and more common thing.
A nice cup of coffee, my trusty teddy bear and diapers became the things in my life that helped me through a lot of bad days and now I can't think of a time without these three things.
So what does that make me? I don't know, but I guess that's what I'm hear to find out.
Also, if you couldn't tell by now, yes I have a thing for teddy bears.
I still have one from my childhood and another that hasn't left my bed for many years now.
What can I say, sometimes nothing helps sooth a rough day then a cute and cuddly friend.
I do hope this wasn't too long a read. Thanks!