Hi there everybody! My name is Baby T, I am an AB/DL from the midwest. I am 24 years old and straight as an arrow, I often times get annoyed with the association of LBGT and ABDL. I have been a part of this lifestyle since I discovered my comfortability with diapers early in elementary school, hiding it from my parents all along. I tend to attribute this to the fact that I was forced to grow up earlier than I should have. I have never told anyone about my desire to wear diapers/ be a baby, so this is all fairly new to me! I have been seeing my current girlfriend for just over a year and she does not know either.
About 1 month ago, I went through a binge cycle where I was desperately trying to figure out a way to tell her, knowing she would not take it well. I finally came to the realization that there was not a good way to release this lifestyle to her, but more a way that I could get away with wearing around her. One night when we went to bed, I woke up in the middle of the night and just started peeing, but stopped after a small amount was released. I then went back to sleep. The following morning I was talking to her and told her that I thought I had peed the bed that night, she was grossed out to be honest. I told her I would pick something up in case it happened again. After work I went to the local Walmart and purchased a pack of Depends Maximum Protection (the plastic diaper style) and a plastic bedsheet (peesheet), knowing full well after years of being a DL and trying all the good diapers, that I was buying only the best available at the time. I walked in and immediately she told me I was a baby (first success!) and then asked if I was actually going to wear one, to which I responded, "would you rather I pee in your bed again?" That night I put one on with a t-shirt and walked into her room, she right away opened her mouth and told me I was a baby (much to her unknowing, I loved it). I have worn every night since! I did in fact order a half case of Abena M4's after a couple days of "accidents". On Friday I ordered a half case of Dry 24/7 diapers which I have yet to experience, hopefully they are wonderful! Also for some time now I have been having snoring problems so immediately when they became a problem for her, I looked up solutions... One website suggested a pacifier so I immediately ordered a Nuk 5 and hopped on that train! Now I sleep with her, in just a diaper and my pacifier, how much better could it get? I'm hoping sooner rather than later I will actually start truly having accidents, although I know I am getting close because I'm having a harder time remembering waking up and peeing mid-sleep when I get up in the morning. Should I go for the ultimate and start having day "accidents" too? She did make me go to the doctor recently because she is convinced there is something wrong. The doctor diagnosed me with urinary incontinence (nighttime) and sent me on my way.... Whoopee! My question is what should I do next? Keep going or be happy where I have gotten??