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It might be a small success but for me after a year, it was a most blessed event!
As mentioned in another post I always lay out a lovely changing pad onto top of my bedding before crawling in for the night. And with wearing a ladies pullup up with a soft thick pad inside and then slipping on another pullup, you would think I would not have any problems of wetting myself during the night.
Well I have for the past year until last night. The need to pee woke me up and I quickly moved so that I was in more of sleeping/reclining position and willed myself to relax. I could feel those lovely "need to pee tingles" but it was not quite enough and I promptly went back to sleep.
Not certain how much longer it was before I was woken up again and this time the need to pee was much more pronounced. Again back into that relaxed position of reclining and for a moment I thought I would end up shutting myself off because of habit.
But I felt that first warm dribble of escaping pee and I sighed deeply and willed myself to totally relax, and for the first time enjoyed a most wonderful middle of the night wetting while under the warm covers of my bed.
It was a good wetting amount and once I checked I found I had leaked just a little bit but the changing pad had taken care of that. It was such a heavenly moment for me, and to also feel all the warm wetness in my pullups that I just smiled and went back to sleep happy as a clam.
Amazingly enough when I woke up in morning I needed to pee again and with very little relaxing effort on my part had a most plentiful wetting in my already wet pullups that were still warm feeling.
This time I leaked quite a bit but again that changing pad took care of matters and I started my morning with a much satisfied look on my face.:thumbsup:
As mentioned in another post I always lay out a lovely changing pad onto top of my bedding before crawling in for the night. And with wearing a ladies pullup up with a soft thick pad inside and then slipping on another pullup, you would think I would not have any problems of wetting myself during the night.
Well I have for the past year until last night. The need to pee woke me up and I quickly moved so that I was in more of sleeping/reclining position and willed myself to relax. I could feel those lovely "need to pee tingles" but it was not quite enough and I promptly went back to sleep.
Not certain how much longer it was before I was woken up again and this time the need to pee was much more pronounced. Again back into that relaxed position of reclining and for a moment I thought I would end up shutting myself off because of habit.
But I felt that first warm dribble of escaping pee and I sighed deeply and willed myself to totally relax, and for the first time enjoyed a most wonderful middle of the night wetting while under the warm covers of my bed.
It was a good wetting amount and once I checked I found I had leaked just a little bit but the changing pad had taken care of that. It was such a heavenly moment for me, and to also feel all the warm wetness in my pullups that I just smiled and went back to sleep happy as a clam.
Amazingly enough when I woke up in morning I needed to pee again and with very little relaxing effort on my part had a most plentiful wetting in my already wet pullups that were still warm feeling.
This time I leaked quite a bit but again that changing pad took care of matters and I started my morning with a much satisfied look on my face.:thumbsup: