So I have been starting to recently feel guilty for spending money on myself.
I know that probably sounds weird, but I just can't explain it further than that.
Today I spent $12.00 on a watch, and just felt horrible for doing so.
I don't feel like I deserve anything nice. I just don't feel right.
Over the weekend I bought some games at a few Goodwill stores, and I can't shake the guilt feeling.
I love my PS2 and I love gaming, but I just feel bad for spending money.
I am about to be 20 in a few days(Saturday the 14th), but I don't feel like I am about to be 20.
Not wanting to feel selfish, not wanting to spend money, and not wanting to ever do anything again.
I am feeling sort of scared of doing anything, because I will feel guilty, or selfish.
All this over a few games and a watch. :/ What could it mean?