trying to understand it, i love him, he told me right out at the beginning, and i ended the relationship. since have agreed to try and work thru things. tying to get thru the knot in my stomach every time it comes up or he wants me to wear a diaper and carry a sippy cup. my heart sinks and my blood pressure goes thru the roof. was doing ok, until i was looking for something in house and found a newly ordered box of Diapers, and i was back at square one.