I don't regress much, that's a fact of life. I used to regress just about everyday but something in me doesn't twist that way right now. I also rarely wear diapers (2-3 times a year) and only on the days where I REALLY need to be comforted by something.
I've told him everything about me. Absolutely everything about this, my life, etc. And he doesn't judge me, he never has. But he's not interested in this.
I can tell he's trying in his own way. I told him I needed someone that could be the grownup to my kid. Like a teacher-student deal but with sexytimes. And he's alright with it. Not overly thrilled, but ok.
We're both in this friends-BDSM (we switch for the other randomly) kinda relationship and neither of us are ready for commitment. But, I don't know, I wish I could explore my Daddy kink more.
He's not down for it and I understand that. I never talk about it and he tries to compensate for domineering in a guiding kind of way....but I don't know.
I just wish I could explore this one kink of mine, you know?