FlannelPants
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- Diaper Lover
- Incontinent
I stumbled onto this forum this morning and read peoples stories all day long on my phone, I couldn't figure out how to register with it until I had a computer to use but I gotta say... I am blown away!!! Yesterday I thought I was completely alone, and crazy as a Loon... Today I see I am not at all alone, and I am even somewhat energized about my little "secret" and ready to explore it some more. Many of these stories hit the nail on the head for me with one word. "security". I never even knew that about myself until today, what it was that I am seeking, but there is a sense of Security that comes with being a DL (new term even.. ha!) So.... Yeah.... Ive been this way my whole life.. It started as a kid swiping my little brothers baby diapers. I didn't understand it then, and was ashamed of it. Ive NEVER talked about it to anyone. Its hard to believe Im typing about it even now.. I suffer from occasional incontinence at night, and find it very comforting to wear my overnights <3. Just to be able to wrap up in a nice warm blanket and sleep soundly.. So soundly and care free... Ive always felt a guilty pleasure associated with it, and never dreamed how many people out there share these feelings.. I order my stash on Amazon, always from different sellers, clear my order history, ship in unmarked boxes, and keep it to myself. Always thought I was alone with this. Until I googled it on my phone this morning to learn more about myself and found this place. To the people on this forum: Thank you so much for sharing your stories so bravely, you blew my mind today.. How little I Knew...
-Me
-Me