I know it's strange, but I see so many posts about people who either want to be incontinent or a bed wetter... But I want neither. I once thought these were things I might want, but I've since learned this is not the case. All I want to do is have an "accident" when I'm into it, then go back to normal, and I'm seriously afraid I'll do damage or make something permanent if I actually make it, lol. Wondering if anyone else is that way?
So I've tried some bladder-fun and drank lots of water/coke/juice after I already had to pee and held it as long as I physically can, and seriously my lower back (likely "kidneys") actually hurts terribly looooong before I can get my bladder to just "give up already". And of course any thoughts about having an accident actually prevent it in the first place, if I can say that in a pg way (if that's too much or anything is, please move the topic for me mods)...
I put this in diapers because, well, I wouldn't really want to pee my pants accidentally, just a diaper of course...And I guess the point is, I like the idea of having an accident in a pull-up like a toddler - watching the prints fade when wet and such.
The same thing with bedwetting... I find I have nights when I really really have the urge to diaper up and wake up wet, regardless of the condition of my mattress it'd be worth it (primarily because I overparanoidly covered it in a "ultimate" waterproof mattress cover as they call it, in addition to a bed pad, and a diaper)... But I really don't want to become a bedwetter outright because I seriously am waaaaaaay too lazy to want to clean that up every day, lol. (no, it's not about the anxiety of sleepovers etc, no I'm just too lazy to want to clean it up! lol) Note that there have been a handful of times since I was a child that I actually have had accidents, but that is all.
But seriously, I only want to do this on a dime, those once or twice a month where I think it'd be especially fun, and honestly I find it impossible because... well, even if I over drink things, with far few exceptions, I tend to get physical preventions that guarantee an inability to pee every time I do, and if not I won't have drank enough to go enough for it to be early enough in my rather limited deep sleep to cause something to happen...
So that being said, is there a way to temporarily prevent the "excitement" and cause an accident at night, and has anyone ever figured out how to cause a one-time daytime accident? (I have no interest in "deliberate" measures)... I know, not really something I should ask for... Probably will be having those issues at some point later in life... Again, this is a one-time thing, I don't want to unpotty train or become incontinent or a bedwetter in any way - that's way to inconvenient imo. Take into consideration the sheer pain I've done trying and I know better that if it hurts to stop (though some people apparently seem dead set on getting an accident or incontinence whether it physically injures themselves or not, regardless of the consequences), so I'm really looking for some way that isn't a health risk. Thanks.
PS: I've tried teas, excessive drinking of fluids, and being extra tired with no luck. I don't want to do anything that would hurt me or cause anything to become permanent.