Ever since I was out of diapers, I wanted to get back in them. LOL. I have had a desire to be a baby again since my teen years. These urges were fueled by terrible childhood trauma due to rape, molestation, beatings, and severe neglect. Having ADHD, is another catalyst that helped fuel my deep seeded desires. Being babied seems to be one of the only things that can level me out when I'm having a flair up. It makes me feel such at peace and it brings such an amazing calm to my body, mind, and spirit. It's like every care I have melts away when I'm in my diaper, my onesie or foot jammies, and cuddling in a bed full of plushies. I can't help but to just feel at peace with everything. Having developed nocturnal enuresis over the past 10 years, given a choice by the doctor of like 4 options, I just opted to wear adult diapers.
My AB/DL lifestyle is sort of mixture of a chosen lifestyle and a necessity. And just like that, over the past week or so, I've started realizing in the same fashion the AB/DL thing can be sexual or non sexual for certain people too. I guess sometimes to understand things you have to look no further than your own backyard.