As of this recent blog: http://www.adisc.org/forum/entry.php/9964-Depression
I have decided I'm not going to stay. I make family look bad with what I've said they have done. They really are not that awful. I'm the real monster. I'm the one that causes them stress and hurt. I drive away my friends and family by saying hurtful words that I don't really mean. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.