Hi ya, Layne here again.
I can't thank enough, those here that have suggested that I try a proper, adult sized diaper! Up until recently, I have dropped in, lurked, even occasionally donned a pull up - but after finally buying and trying a couple of cloth AIO's and even more recently some Bambino Bellissimo's - I'm giggling and wondering what took me so long.
Anyway, to this strange new experience: I have taken the opportunity to wear diapers every Sunday morning for a few weeks now. Experimenting a bit, I have found that I really love the added bulk of a thick diaper, and love it even more the wetter and bulkier it becomes.
With all that said, I have (up until yesterday) found it difficult for some reason, to actually wet. Impossible to do so, lying down or even sitting; I have had to stand and somewhat "force" myself to go.
This week I have had the opportunity to work from home; and of course decided, why not do it diapered. As it's been cold of late, I have been working in a diaper and my jumpin jammerz (oh, I could get used to this).
Now, on to yesterday; I started my day - applied baby oil to all of me that would be diapered and possibly wet, put on my footie pajamas, stuck a binkie in the little pocket on the arm and ventured first to the kitchen for coffee. Next I went to my desk and brought a bottle of water outfitted with an oversized nipple, the ones sold for those with cleft pallets. Not long before I felt the need to go potty, so I figured I'd have to at least stand - but to my surprise, I started going right there. I could feel the back of my diapee become warm and more full. As the morning went on, I didn't just find it easy to go, I found that I was just wetting before I even thought I had to.
By noon, the Bellissimo was so heavy that I was afraid that the tapes would tear, so I did stop to put on a diaper cover that fastened with velcro and did help hold up the diaper.
As the early afternoon wore on, i was forced to waddle like a toddler, and more notably, I found that not only was I wetting without effort, it was almost like a slow constant stream. It felt incredible, but unlike anything I've ever experienced. At about 3:30, i began to leak, so I did change and could not help but to,weigh the used diaper (yuck, I know) but it weighed just over 5 pounds.
Sorry for the long post - but that was really strange for me, (in a good way)