It has been about 6 weeks since I let my wife know my secret that I am AB. She has been more accepting than I thought she would be and claims she doesn't mind that I wear diapers to bed many nights and she even bought me a pacificer one night when she was a little tipsy.
However, I am a little bit concerned that I am spending too much time thinking about diapers, AB, etc... since I have been allowed to begin to indulge. I was wondering if anyone else was obsessed with it when they first started and, if so, did they become less obsessed once they got used to it being a somewhat regular part of your life? Did acting on it make you desensitized and more able to put it out of your thoughts when you were going through your normal daily life? I want to enjoy it without letting it take over my life and thoughts.
Thanks for your input.