I just ... I dont know how to say it.
I have been friends with this guy for 2 years e's my best friend. There is nothing i wouldnt do for him. I have been hanging out with him for a long time. In fact the first time i went to see him to hang out was also the day that my grandma caught sight of my diaper fetish.
When i went to see him he asked why i was late i was gonna tell him I told him instead that if we became good friends i would tell him. So after 2 years He got into playstation he got a ps4 he begged me for months and months to get one to play with him. I spen all my savings Im completely broke on that stupid ps4 i dont even want. He introduced me to his firends on line I talked to them we had a good time but everytime they were in a competition they would say something like "Your in a diaper" "No your shitting your diaper" " Im changing your diaper" I said "you guys must be upsesed with diapers" and they said they dont even know the half of it. They told me a story where they were friends with this dude. they were at his house they got on his computer and found his diaperspace account. they were shocked. they found a picture of him in a diaper and made 1000 coppies and plastered them all over his high school and made fun of him. the teachers didnt care. they were laughing and making fun of him and still continue to this day to make fun of others. OMG they know the term adult baby diaper lover he was making fun of that. I didnt know what to to i called them jerks and left. I just left and they think im a pos but i can stand bullies! I dont know what to do I really felt like if i ever needed to I could tell my friend about my fetish and he would understand but I think he will be my reason for suicide. this now has me searching for ways to lock down my computer to the most possible way i can so that no one will ever get in. I need to buy a safe and lock my diapers in it and lock my safe keys in another safe. I dont know what to think! I dont know what to do!. I . I i need some help.