As I was waiting for my situation to get better. I thought of an idea. "What if I gave into my ab side completely?" If given the option I mind take this road. The way things are now. I really don't see a problem giving into my baby desires complete. I'll be honest I don't know love in many forms. From what I remember of my past people step over me or choose to overlook me. My parents did this, my babysitters did this so did my teachers and most of my friends. I think you know where I'm going with this. I'm thinking this is also where my baby side comes from. I might just be lonely, but I can't help liking the idea, but of course with my history I'm thinking this would also would be a pointly dream. Would anyone else choose this road if you had the option.