I wanted to post this thread as a blog but I decided not to as I need answers and maybe words of console(don't know if that's a thing) and you guys are my best answers and listeners. It's only the 7th day of the 2015 and Ive already made one of the worst possible judgement in my life. So... here goes.
As some of you may know that Ive told a few closest friend of mine and a cousin about my abdl side. I decided that I should tell my mom because I love her. And so I told told her, an hour ago. She says she accepts me for who I am but I have to stop wearing and I should consult a psychiatrist. Contradicting right?
Because she doesn't understands why am I like this that's why she's contradicting herself. I've never felt so guilty in my life before for confusing my mom.
She thinks that it's an addiction and that my behavior could be stop by not wearing diaper completely. Despite my explanations, she still doesn't get that this isn't an addiction.
In conclusion, although my mom is able to accept me for who I am, she is confused and decided to consult a doctor tomorrow on why is this happening to me.
After the confession, I told her not to throw my stuffs if she ever finds them, she accepted my request. Thats got me going for now. Which is good.
So... Am I wrong come out of the closet to my mom. Because I feel that I did a terrible thing by making her confuse.