Whenever I'm wearing a diaper, I find that my mind is going "you're wearing a diaper, you're wearing a diaper, you're wearing a diaper, etc." This is worst when out in public. I believe that nobody notices, unless they personally wear diapers, too, then they might. But my mind is never able to be off the topic. I went several months straight wearing Depend Real Fit to work and I swear I thought this for every step I took, and it's hard to count those as diapers. Yes, if someone somehow saw them, the word around the place would be that "he wears diapers" because they wouldn't get it. Of course, at that point, I would be thickly padded from then on because it would no longer matter.
The other day, I was at a movie and wore a Northshorecare AirSupreme. With oversized jeans and a short that covered most of my butt, I'm sure that nobody could tell, but the mental narration was still there. Maybe if I was 24/7 for good eventually that would go away. It's not like I walk around thinking, "I'm wearing underwear, I'm wearing underwear..." the rest of the time. Well, maybe it crosses my mind when my walnut sized bladder convulses and I have to think, "run!"
Does anyone else find they have this in their minds constantly when wearing and in public places?