I'm not 100 percent sure where this is supposed to go, but here goes, As you know, I am autistic, and have a bipolar brother, In addition to College, My grandmother, and everything else, my brother is a abusive jerk who loves to hurt other people, bought emotionally and Physical, Even worse, he is in college with me, All this is at a time when I'm just starting to accept my fantasies, thanks to you guys, also to make things worse I can't buy anything I want, Abdl related or not, BECAUSE OF HIM!!!!!!!!! Sorry, had to shout. Also everyone thinks I'm so mature and a genius, although I don't fell like it, sometimes. Also, sometimes I think he knows, even though I never said anything. Sorry this lasts so long I just had to vent.