So over the previous few weeks, I've had what would be best described as a purge, albeit a pretty mild one. I've not been inclined to throw away any of my little things, nor have I really felt guilty or resentful about any of my ABDL history (though that's something I've been through in years gone by). I've just gone from suddenly loving indulging in my Little Side to feeling thoroughly disinterested in it, and not for the first time. It got me wondering - what causes a purge?
I know guilt or frustration at oneself (however misplaced) is usually the reason it happens, but why does that guilt or remorse (of a kind) appear at some times, and fade at others. And are there things which happen, either in terms of your own actions, or those of the people around you, that you see as triggers which prompt you into purging, whether it's just stopping for a while, or even having a full-on clear out of your diapers, pacis and plushies.
I've never really found what I think is a trigger for when I feel like purging, other than I'm aware of finding myself thinking about ABDL in a more distant, dispassionate way. I'd be super interested to hear the theories and experiences of other ADISCers on this issue.