I've been wondering, would it be appropriate for me to ask for diapers for Christmas? Here's the deal: my roommates are my friends who partially found out about this interest via drunken ramblings, and we are all getting each other Christmas presents. The one big issue with that is that I seriously never want anything. It's not like I'm trying to be difficult or think I'm inconveniencing others, I just haven't had a Christmas list in a long time and I'm not really into owning a lot of stuff (one of my roommates says my room looks like I'm on welfare because it's so empty).
So, I've been wracking my brain to try and come up with stuff that I actually want, and I've been mostly coming up with nothing. I mean, I want a lot, like a boyfriend, to see my friends more often, to be rid of my sometimes crippling social phobias, but those aren't the sort of things that you can gift. So really, all I'm left with that is an actual, physical thing is diapers.
I semi-jokingly told the one roommate who knows I'm actually into diapers and not just about the one thing I let slip while drunk that diapers were what I wanted, but I'm not sure how to proceed from here. Should I just tell him I was kidding, or own up to actually wanting them?