For years, there's been one person that has been a definite downer in my life. My foster mother who I stayed from when I was 10, until I was discharged out of the foster care system when I was 21, has always been a person to judge everything I say, do, or accomplish. So the other day I thought I wou l d call her and talk to her about AB lifestyle and explain why I did it.
As we got into the conversation, I started out by asking, "Have you ever heard of an Adult Baby?". Of course, her answer was no. I started by talking about the abuse I suffered in multiple homes before staying with her. I talked about my desires I had had all my life of wanting to be babied and wear diapers. After I had finished talking with my very emotions bound up and wrapped up in our conversation, I waited for a reply.
I heard take a deep breath and then she sighed. I was preparing myself for the worst. As she took another deep breath and sighed again, she started with these words.
" I seriously thought but I had raised you to be a respectful young man. But now I see, you turned into nothing but a sniveling little boy trapped in an adult's body. I can't believe that you would stoop so low to want to show your feelings by acting like a little kid. You should be ashamed of yourself and ask forgiveness from God, because what you're doing is an absolute sin. There are other ways of dealing with things that happened in your past other than getting dressed up and adult baby clothing, and diapers. I mean, what do you expect to achieve by dressing up like a baby? Do you really think that something that is healthy? You know your foster father will be rolling over in his grave if he knew that you were acting like a baby. It just makes me ashamed to even call you my son when you act like this. If nothing else, you need to get severe psychological help for your fetish. What you need to do, is get a professional to help you you deal with your problems instead of you trying to self medicate yourself with baby bottles, diapers, stuffed animals, and all that other baby stuff. You are a full grown man, and should not be acting like a little baby. Either you grow up, or I will act like you never existed to me."
Being an adult baby, I know that I'm going to be ridiculed, talked about, and not accepted for my lifestyle. But, the hurtful things she said to me have just further solidified to me but people that don't understand the adult baby lifestyle, can be cruel, mean, and sometimes just downright bullish. I'm still trying to wrap my mind around why my foster mother got so upset about me being an adult baby. I don't know if she connected being an adult baby with being a pedophile, or whether she just does not understand about the lifestyle. But instead of trying to understand anything, the first words out of her mouth were just ridicule and hate. Oh, and I love the way she through but I should be ashamed and pray to God for forgiveness because I committed a sin. Just so hurtful. So that's all I really wanted to say, and share my feelings.