i'm a diaper lover. but im not sure where to get started.
since i was 5 i loved to ware diapers, but my parents made me stop at age 7. but they didnt know how much i loved it. when i was 12-13 i started to pretend i was wearing a diaper. and would pee and poop in my underwear. when i was 19, i started using hand towels and towels. (and i still do today, and im 24).
but im getting tired of needing to wash them, (or throwing them away if its really bad). and i really want to start to wear diapers again, but idk where to start.
if anyone has a suggestion im open. my parents dont know about this. (yes i still live with my parents )