I think I have a crush on one of my co-workers.It's hard for me to think about things ike this. Growing up I was shunned by most children my age. Even adults turned their heads away from me. So I ended up alone and feeling unwanted. As I grew up I never saw anyone as a friend. I've learned to trust some people in the last few years, but I still can't see myself with anyone. A thought keeps popping in my head saying. "They can do better than me" or "I'm not special enough for her" I can't talk to her because I don't want to make her mad or dissappointed in me. I only want to see her smile. I'm thinking I should wait it out and see what happens.
I know I post a lot about my problems, but I have no one to talk to. I'm so sorry about all of the trouble I'm causing. I wish I could repay everyone here that's helped me in one way or another. Do know I appreciate all of you and only wish for your undying happiness and love.