Well I have been a Diaper Lover for awhile now, at least since Jr. High. I am not an Adult baby(although it is not out of the question) but I love the feeling I get while wearing a diaper. Like many of you I can not say why I have these feelings, and a part of me wishes I had a different thought process. One that was more "accepted" and I didn't have to hide it from people. I have a couple threads on here, but I am married and my wife does not share my love for diapers. Granted she just found out about this part of me two weeks ago, and she admittedly does not know what to think yet, but I am TERRIFIED that she is going to be against the idea. I of course have no idea what to make of this. On one hand wearing makes me happy, and now that I am finally comfortable in my own skin and am accepting what I feel I am very hesitant to give it up. But I will if it means my marriage. I love my wife more than anything, she is my best friend and would never risk it if I could avoid it.
I have had many things in my life that I believe contributes to my love of diapers. But all of those things have made me the man that I am today, so I do not feel "bad" about them. I like the man I am. If I'm being honest when I first started looking at these kind of websites I was further confused because none of the people that were posting had the same interests as myself, but a lot had the same interests as each other (such as gaming, music, etc...). I know that is silly, but like I said I am just venting.
Since I have started looking at this site I have nothing but good things to say about it. The amount of support I have seen and been given is indescribable. It is so comforting to be able to be MYSELF around others without the fear of social isolation.
Right now I am away on business and have been wearing for about a week and a half and I have very much loved it. I am worried that when I get home it wont be accepted by my wife and I will go back to trying to suppress my feelings, and then finally giving into them after years of suppression.
Anyway, thank you for all of the support. I only hope that I can some day show the same kind of knowledge and support that I have been shown.