I've been very interested in this life every since I was a young boy. Started off with me liking and wearing pull ups out of curiosity of what they felt like again to quickly changing to girls wearing pull ups and pantie wetting. I have struggled with this "fantasy" for years only had two previous gf wear for me on sent pics of herself in pampers nothing else after that. And another that wore drynites and goodnites and wet for me, those two relationships bit the dust. Now I have been with this girl now fiancÚ for four years she has known about my dirty secret and has finally decided to come out and commit to at least trying my fantasy. She's even gone as far as buying adult diapers. I am not sure of the brand but know they are for women. My problem now is that I haven't done this in so long I'm scared and I don't want her to be pushed to do something she don't want.
Reason that I'm scared I've always been stuck in the 3-4 littles years I absolutely love pull ups and I just don't know how I may react to diapers. I love the colors and decoration on drynites pull ups and goodnites. But I know drynites are out of the question because their sides rip way to easily and pull ups for her I know just won't fit and unfortunaltly I don't think goodnites won't either because I recently traveled for work and bought a pack of good nights to play around and had a tough Time getting them up I am a size 35-36 in wast and my fiancÚ she has a well phat ass she wears a size 10.
I know this is all over the place but I'm kinda freaking out haha. Happy scared excited and other stuff over this. I want her to have fun being a little. I want to find a adult diaper that's kidish or cute for her. And I want to know how I should introduce a woman that has never been in this life to being my little.