It seems to me,when I get bored by myself my desire to be diapered and regress comes out. I work stupid hours since I'm in retail and a computer dictates my schedule. I live with my fiancé who knows about my fetish and she knows my fetish is brought on by bordem. I've worked on controlling it by keepimg myself distracted, but I have NO distractions. I'd love to go out and shop for little clothes, but that involves diapers. I'd love to go out wearing diapers but ummmmm yea....I'm trying not to wear as much AND I'm down to one diaper. I can do some home improvement but it takes 2 people to do what I want.....what to do?