So it's been maybe two years since I first got into the *BDL scene, and up until the past year, or maybe a little less, it's all been fine.
Strictly speaking about role-playing at this point: Even when infantilistic stuff was eating away at my attention, I'd always had the time, and the desire, to be part of a well-constructed, completely non-*bdl related role-play.
But in the past year, this has changed. I'm going to go out on a limb and say that because of puberty, and my hormones, and my ever raging sex drive, I've been unable to concentrate on any from of role-play unless it involves diapers or animal-play. (I'm still debating whether I'm a furry or not.)
It's gotten to the point where, even if I try to have a "normal" role-play, I'll be having a sexual role-play at the same time, get too excited, and then have absolutely no drive to do either role-play.
In my opinion, this has gotten too uncontrolled and excessive, and is interfering with parts of my life. Unfortunately, I've no idea what to do about it, nor how to start whatever I do have to do.
And so, I've fallen back on my friend the Renaissance Man, ADISC. Jack of all trades, Master at most.
So.. I've no way to cut this off without sounding stupid... Eh, that'll do it.