I am willing to get store bought ones if I get enough courage. I haven't been able to wear in about 2 years. I don't mind Depends, I just know there are better brands out there. I'm not new to the ABDL game at all. It actually started because I needed diapers/pull-ups until I was 14. I had night terrors as a child and throughout my pubecent years I needed them on and off. I'd forget to relieve myself at a friends (those times were incredibly embarassing but luckily I have good friends who understand) or I'd simply fall asleep and end up wetting myself ruining things I fell asleep with. Sometimes it would be a book, a stuffed animal, the sheets, blankets... all that jazz. When I turned 15 I was finally able to sleep and wake up dry. At the time I hated them, now? I miss them dearly. Lucky for me my girlfriend knows about this and actually doesn't mind. She actually finds the idea of me in diapers to be 'adorable' and or cute. So yeah, to ask the question again, what would be the best brand, place, and way, to discreetly obtain good and reasonably priced diapers?