I'm wondering if I'm even in the right place.
For years I've been looking for something that matches who I am.
Ever since I became an adult, I noticed that my inner child was always fighting to come out. I have toys, I eat off of kids plates, I just feel like I'm a kid.
There is nothing sexual in any way attached to it, infact it's more that anything sexual grosses me out often.
I'm trying to find a place that is nurturing for the inner/outer child that is not related to sexuality.
Am I in the right place?
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I should also mention that I've used pacifiers, bottles and more, but I'm hoping to get some feedback before I share more.