I cant seem to get into that mindset where I can regress anymore, after my wife left because she cheated on me she said a lot of very hurtful things about my little side including that I am a freak, pedophile, she's always hated that part of me, etc. I take stuff that people say to me very literately and now every time I try to regress I feel gross and that's all I can think about is what she said. There's still a strong urge to regress but when I do I feel horrible about myself, I don't know what to do I tried talking to my therapist about it but she doesn't seem to know what I can do to help and my psychiatrist laughed about it when he was describing a show he saw about adult babies.
Any suggestions? This all is very depressing.