So on the advice of my girlfriend I decided to join one of 'these' sites. I've shared with small amounts of people that I love diapers. It used to seem impossible to even consider joining a site like this. I used to and still am sort of, dealing with chronic social anxiety. It has gotten better since I got out of depression about 5 months ago. My depression was one of the worst times in my life. Nearly ending my own life every day for.... 8 years. 8 years of my life. Why? Because I was bullied since day one of school. I attended developemental kindergarden because my parents wanted me to be ready. Little did they know the next couple of years would be terrible for me. In 10th grade? I finally gave up. I was so tired of going to school only to be bullied by peers and belittled by teachers for not doing work. Not once did they ask... "Hey are you okay?" not even once. Regardless of my harsh beggining into life... I am now depression free and loving my life. I have a beautiful supportive girlfriend and fantastic friends. I hope I can be a grand addition to ADISC.org.