Hello everyone, i found and signed up on this site yesterday, so im not entirely sure if this is the right place to post this issue. But i have been looking for help on this issue for quite some time now, so i decided to go ahead and post this in hope for some help from this community.
This is a really long one, but i DEEPLY appreciate you reading this in advance .
So this problem is quite unique i think and many of you reading this might find this new, but i hope you guys can understand and help me as much as possible.
So i am a Diaper Lover i enjoy wearing them and i think its very arousing, But in this country i live in, the only type of diapers that you can buy in stores are baby diapers, the reason for this is because here we see it as kind of a humiliating thing for adults to have to go and buy adult diapers, i have worked part time at a "Elders home" and i asked a woman there why adult diapers cant be bought in stores, and she explained it was because of the reason i stated above. The adult diapers they got was from a company they ordered from online.
So the only way to get adult diapers here is to buy them online, but since i turned 18 just a few months ago and are currently in college therefore have no income, i cant get a credit card to buy them online, you need to have an income here to get a credit card. So that plan is out the window until i finish college.
So i decided to go buy a pack of Baby diapers, knowing already that it would be problematic since they cant absorb nearly as much as adult diapers and are so small, but i though, maybe if i somehow place a few of them in my underwear or just tape them around the Pee Pee and Testies area maybe it could work.
I bought the biggest sized diapers pack there were, 15-30 Kilos (around 30-60 lbs if im not mistaken), those were the largest there were, it said they had slim fit but still good absorbtion.
So i tried this out yesterday, i wrapped one around the pee pee and then one around the testies, they were both sitting together, so there were no gap between them. I taped them together to tighten them and to make them fit better. I placed 2 double folded towels underneath me just in case of leakage.
It took me a while before i could actually pee in them because i kept getting so aroused, and since this was my first time i was so used to being toilet trained that i had difficulties doing it. I was watching alot of diaper video and mommie videos to encourage me, but that made me just more aroused, thus making it nearly impossible to pee. So i turned off the videos for a while to read some other things to get my mind off the diaper. I made sure to drink alot of water to build up more urge to pee, and after a while i managed to let it go and released it.
It worked quite well actually they absorbed almost everything but a bit leaked sadly , the towels absorbed that for me. Now what im trying to do is figure out good ways to do this without the leaking, i would really like to try this over night but am afraid of alot of leaks or the diapers loosing up while im asleep, so im trying to figure out ways to make it stay in place and make it more sealed so it wont leak.
I understand if this is VERY rare of an issue, but ive been looking around on the internet and not found any posts on forums or anything about a similar issue, so i said to myself "ill be the first to do it then!" with the current circumstances i dont have that many options. Im sure there must be someone out there who has gotten into this same issue as i have.
So i would greatly appreciate help on how i might be able to solve this issue to make it work, maybe put a plastic bag around the diapers and croch region and tape it to my skin to fully seal it perhaps?
Again im not sure if this is the best place to post this on but i really want help with this, and from the looks of things, and as far as ive seen this site seems to have a very helpful, understanding and supporting community. Any help, questions and suggestions/ideas are accepted, and please do ask me any details that you might need to help out, such as details about the diapers etc,
I also currently live at home, so money and items needed is limited.
I hope ill get some good, constructive and helpful tips from you guys how i can solve this, and again, thank you all in advance for your understanding and time reading this .