Hey everybody, hope you're all doing good. I'm not sure how I'm doing. I've been having ups and downs lately. For those who don't know, I'm 23 years old and I'm suffering from depression. I was diagnosed with Manic Depressive Illness when I was 16, and now I'm having the biggest crisis ever. There seems to be some childhood traumas as well, according to the many psycologists that have seen me, and are still trying to determine what's really wrong with me.
Anyway, I'm writing to you all because I started having REAL regressions at home because of this emotional jumbleness. This is what happened:
I was trying to sleep one night, but I was feeling bad so I asked my mom to watch me as I fall asleep. She stayed with me until she thought I was asleep, but I wasn't. The moment she left I cried for her. Not real cry, but you know what I mean. She had to return and continue watching me sleep, I just felt really bad when she was not there.
Now, this is the most embarrassing part. The following night I was feeling so bad I actually asked my parents if I could sleep with them. They let me, despite me being almost 24 years old. To my surprise...I wet the bed. It was so embarrassing, because it was my parents' mattress and it happened while sleeping with them. I felt so little the following morning.
So, those two incidents started making me the little boy at home. My mom asked me to wear diapers the next day at bedtime. For some ABDL that would be a dream, but I'm not sure what to think of it.
What do you think of it?