So I just got to this website. But I have been into diapers and being an AB got awhile. I use to go on the goodnites website and read the kids stories and experiences. Diapers definitely could be sexual for me but I also would love to be fed held and change. The embarrassment is some thing that strikes my fancy. I've bought a few goodnites and loved the rush but I want diapers, I want someone to care for me, I want to be the sub where mommy/nanny,babysitter. Tell me how it's going to be and when. I have a sissy side but I'm straight. I just want to here experiences for everyone what you have learned to help me with the learning curve of what to get where to get stuff and possibly how I could meet people. I've been on fetlife but I would love just for a lady near me even if she has a little side to play both roles to help feel each other's desires.
So just share what you have learned ask questions if I am not clear enough i wanna learn and embark on this adventure.