I have two questions. But first I need to explain something. I'm a 19 year old guy who lives with his parents. They have no idea about my ABDL activities. I've snuck around buying diapers at a 24/7 Walgreens after they went to bed and were asleep. Same with disposing of my diapers. I've only been doing it a week and I'm already tired of it. I want my parents to know about this part of me. So that's my first question. How do I tell my parents in a way they'll understand? I'm afraid they won't accept it and will want to take me to a psychologist or something.
My second question may be more difficult to answer, but I will appreciate anyone who tries. It is how do I accept this part of me? This is very confusing for me because always, no matter what, I have been able to accept everything about myself. Up until now. If I can't accept it, how can I expect my parents to accept it? I'm having difficulty accepting this part of me, but at the same time neither can I deny it is very much a part of me.
Any advice will be appreciated.