So a few of my posts seem to have gotten very popular here. So I felt it was wise to update you on what I have figured out since those posts. I don't have trouble accepting myself anymore. Nor have I ever really had trouble. I am an adult who likes the idea of having me or my future significant other be dressed up as an adorable small child and have the other care for them. It's sweet and loving and nothing is wrong with that. Will diapers be involved? Maybe? But what's the big deal. They are simply an object associated with being young, and they are designed to be fluffy and comfortable. So I can see the appeal.
My problem is not me or the idea of age play, but the people who make up the abdl community. Let me say though most of you here are fantastic so don't think this applies to any of you. What I mean is that this abdl community has gotten so crazy and overblown and I truly think this is because of the birthing of the internet and people discovering they have similar interests. I believe people have exaggerated and overblown age play and abdl on the internet because it is just now in the last decade really being explored by people. That is why we see some weird and uncomfortable things and a multitude of sights. People got a little overboard with it all. My problem is this community is too crazy, too unrealistic, and too too too unnecessarily sexual in its early stages on the internet. And I personally don't want to be a part of this insanity, yet right now my only way to feed these perfectly normal desires to care or be cared for like a child are through the internet because I do not live alone. I don't want to hide things or be secretive because these desires shouldn't be treated in a way like they are bad. So when I feel the desires I go to the internet but I always see or read things I'd rather not see. So I need to find another way to satisfy these desires because I a not comfortable with the way the community portrays it on the internet. Thanks for reading!