In my life, I have a lot of people caring for me. I have 4 caregivers (one for weekdays, one week nights. One weekends and one overnight) basically had 24/7 care as long as I can remember. But I have to be my adult self with them even though they bathe me, diaper me, feed ne, dress me and help me in the community everyday. What is missing is the emotional side of things for me. It's hard to feel like an adult knowing that I may poop myself any moment now.
I don't work and I may never and the prices mommies charge for thier care is just crazy.
I struggle to manage my needs on one hand, my baby desires on another and being my aides employer on another.
I am telling you all this because I just want to talk to someone outside my daily life