When I got caught for the first time with my DL and transsexual stuff, I was grounded for months. When I was ungrounded, I didn't have any intention to looking that stuff up again because I didn't want the yelling and fighting again.
Then I read an article in a magazine about transsexuals. That got me back to this side of the internet. I started drawing babyfur pics and was becomming pretty well known on this site. Naturally, though, I got caught and grounded even longer. When I became ungrounded after eight months (not kidding), I didn't want to come back and piss my parents off again.
I started a deviantART for regular pics, but one day I logged on and on the home page was a babyfur pic by Toddlergirl! I came back, then got grounded again. I got caught because I was getting cocky since I went months without my parents finding out this time.
I came back, same story, then I saw the SAME Toddlergirl pic on the dA homepage (most likely a commission for someone). Got caught again.
Now here it is, over a year later, and I just started up a new dA account to make a comic on. Last night, I dropped my drawing tablet's pen and stared at my computer for at least ten minutes. The fifth image on the dA homepage was a. Freaking. Babyfur. Drawing. I actually looked up and asked "Do You really want me to be in this group so badly, or is this an unbelievable coincidence? Is there something You want me to gain from this group?"
My question is: Is this really a sign?? This makes the FORTH time it's happened to me after saying I'm done. It might be different if I were on Fur Affinity, but what are the odds of it happening on dA? Very slim, at best.
It is true that without being on ADISC/dA/FA, I wouldn't have known I was transsexual. I'd be depressed and wouldn't know why, probably dead. I also wouldn't know that I want to make a comic that makes other transsexuals know they're not worthless (the TS successful suicide rate stands at 33%, attempt rate is over 50% before age 20).