I am not an abdl. I was merely a kid that grew up way too fast and longs for simpler times every so often. I accidentally discovered this group at an age when I was starting puberty and the only thing that draws me to the lifestyle is the pornographic side. This is a sick, unhealthy lifestyle that has no justification to be practiced by any human being. Wanting to be up young again is ok, but to sexualize babies, and small children is immoral and unhealthy. Adults can't be babies no matter how much they want to. This isn't you. Move on. Live life like a normal adult. Be healthy.