I have decided it is best to lock myself in my room and never speak to the people living downstairs ever again. I can't stop thinking about what was said, and what happened last night. It is all I can think about, and with all the other times he has said, or done something. I honestly am locked away so I don't do anything stupid. I just think this is the only part of the house I can actually be in anymore. So I am going to sit here and think for a while.. more like forever I guess. I am not going beyond my door.