FUCK,FUCK,FUCK, i'm so confused right now, forgive me for the past mistakes ive made for once and please listen to my predicament. if this gets to x-rated, i apoligise but i have to tell it from the start. so at about 8:30, i get the mail and in it is one of those samples that p&g give out, a pampers size 4 to be exact, an at this point, i'm horny as hell so i get the idea to try my hand at using a diaper, it ended horribly. so i get a trash bag and the diaper and head downstairs to try it, this is where it gets bad. i try to pee, but i cant, so i decide to drink a two year old pepsi from my mini fridge to help ease the pain. i still can't pee, so try to pee in a cup and that works. so the i pour the pee into the pamper and get another "bright" idea, mess it. so i hold it to my crotch and push like mad, after about 3 minutes, i drop a decent sized log and then proceede to sit and squish in it. then, as per say the moron i am, i preeceed to jerk off. after i finish, i realise, oh shit, this is not gonna end well. i get up, clean myself off with kleanex, and throw the pamper, kleanex and pepsi can into the trash bag. i put on my sandles, and make a mad dash in the rain with the bag in hand to the garbage can outside. i come in the back door and run downstairs. if that wasn't bad enough, my mom askes me why i ran outside, thank god she dosen't see the bag. i say that i left my letherman outside and went to get it. i'm freaking out, does she know, am i screwed up for doing sexual things as a sissyfur, what do i do know. ahh, i'm so confused.