Hi guys I'm new to the forums but really felt the need to share this topic somewhere! Last night I had a couple of drinks and decided to participate in your diapered friday night event. I often wear a nappy to bed but every time i wake up it is always dry and clean unless i have consciously wet or messed during the night whilst awake, this morning however this was not the case and I'm not quite sure what to make of it?!?!
I woke up in a both very wet and messy nappy not through choice! I have been wearing them fairly frequently lately and using them (again through choice) often also and had worried about the possibility of actually needing them whilst also kind of fantasising about it happening but without ever intention of it getting that far. All I could do when i woke up to the realisation of what had happened this morning was cry. I was actually as helpless as a baby and it scared me! I'm starting to worry that maybe this isn't what i wanted, as if this happened tonight I suppose it means i'm going to have to start wearing them just incase tonight and every night from now on just incase the situation reoccurs? From there I can only imagine it become a downward spiral with my continence :/
I just want to warn and urge people to think is this what they really want, before it is too late!